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diplomatic, calm, boring, private, hungry, interested, guarded, friendly, appetite, football, move, restroom, patient, fair, mindful, even, focus, mingle,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,ht

the day before thanksgiving

go to the bank,
do laundry mat,
make weekly breakfast,
make weekly lunch,
email professors,
pack lunch,
norton rebate,
dayplan,
settle down,

why do i hang out at home when i could be at a club, stupid.

well i thought that writing something before i left the house would be good. i want to go dancing and get some blood flowing again. i don't even want to drink either, just move around and not at home. im going to hit up "fuck" this friday.




i could start recording songs, yeah !!!!!

cleveland show jumble

simulate, credits, door, embarressing, priceless, beer and ciggerrettes, lite diet, stick to the fat jokes, rollo died, dumb hulu commercial, dinner and brian eno..., never mention this to your mother, e.t. reference, my pocketwatch, whitetrash, drinking in the bar, p90x, cola, skinny jerks, exhausted, rascals and cheese, wisconsin, vblog, hell yeah i want that crazy butter, roommate trouble, come on america, stop being fat, beer run

lazers lips

"scan the topography vaacuum with a digital heart . "

reporting from a room in sacramento, californian. i have found a reason to leave the house. this room is messy. recycling is annoying! i want to socialize. pass my classes! there is a councellor that is dying to pick my classes for me, good ones. when i graduate, son of a, soo nice. here or there, a coffee kisses lips of lazers. walking around the city i own, my shoes yawn with the boredom of 10,000 things. vindication, whats that ? REDEMPTION, oh yeah recycling is annoying. whats stopping me from starting my day.

"hah,bummer"

camunkafoid, just seeing if your listenning. i hung out with a couple friends last night on the internet, it was weird but fun. i guess i'm an old fart but you could really keep in touch with people on this internet thinng. he had a vblog and it had scrolling comments while doing a live broadcast. i thought it was funkn cool. anyway, i'm procrasting while doing dishes, going to stay home much more often, so hello blog, hah.

ugh no dishes...

highspire and candy afterlife are cool bands. to me life can be summed up two ways, work and work. hah. if i had something to say at the end of that statement i wouldn't have so many problems , *hah,bummer*

anyway this was fun

journaling

i'm not sure if i feel good or bad. i'm not at all sure how to describe my mood. art is getting easier to do, in any respect. it may be, being more intuitive with concepts, techniques, ect...., possibly.. the many hours of practice helps. i haven't posted many things but i'm thinking of, thinking of, thinking of, thinking of, thinking of you guys... well now i'm getting hungry, something to work toward.

when i'm out of sorts and confused it usually means i have to dayplan and/or eat, desperately. so i may start tonight and continue tomorrow morning (dayplanning and/or eating). cool, its already working with the "clarity".

i should address this hunger. i'm moving into a small room next month. the rent is 125.oo per month. i might have to rent a storage unit until i could sift through my belongings and toss stuff, if that dad hasn't thrown it all away yet.

if anyone reads this and wants to sell a copy of microsoft office or P90x, let me know... lates

stuff and things

walking, jogging, stopping, looking, college, home, going, going, gone .... ugh, what , things are good but i'm a bit dizzy.. i really can't stop but i suppose if i realize it, that is a big step to ... something somewhere.... marching along, maybe i'll try and find a used P90x somewhere on ebay or .... i have this list that keeps getting longer with some pretty important stuff on there... i'm moving out of my room for 350/month to a room for 125/month.. i guess that needs to be my priority this month along with the school thing and the rest.... maybe i could go to the dentist in december or january... soon i hope. jeesh i need to see a councellor for my classes, fuckd... gosh wtf..... i got to get off this blog later