Monday, December 27, 2010

sizzle bells

flew past, flying objects missing self container...

bottling persevative isotope medivac green apple jacks....

a gathering, filled with lines smooth and vast....

thought, a memory bubbles to a(some) surface...

my choice is graced with aromatic gathering....

time slips to accompany a new year....



"wassup rockers"

Friday, December 24, 2010

"there is no other way to say this(.)(?)"

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Tuesday, December 21, 2010

...

what you know , what i know...

now i'm thinking of buying a car.

safeway
clean
organize
calls
downloads
facebook
the dance, a rehearsed movement.
many repetitions has clouded jugdements,
the first step is the same as the last,
decisions become piles, unfinished.
a high tolerance for tedium,
the fence seems high when standing close,
it keeps two parts divided,
setting it down,
examination,
changing the wind,
lost time and its all over now,
'eyes open gathering,
motivate mission, you are here.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

action

start the day bobby.


winter break, kick ass, flip the script, looks better in here already.


well get up then......

the portfolio thing wasn't half bad.... i should write down that good idea before i forget.

Friday, December 17, 2010

still morning stiff muscles bad back cold weather

turning in my portfolio today and i'm free for a month!! i wonder if the finacial aid office is open. got to start listing again , keep good habits since your feeling better,now. there is a tree full of oranges outside my window. damn i have squeeze some!



can y0u dig it what i'm saying...

there is some much to do i feel overwelmed. so much to do...



i can't get enough of that song.

well if i stop this blog now i could get some breakfast . i always feel better after i grub...

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

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when the storm clears up and the cool air, clear
to 2
an orange tree
lost keys, painful secret
pain and nothing
tomorrow
happy tree friends

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

choice to make

there was another party last night. it was fun for the rest of the roommates. have to change my routine, so i have to stay in my room. there was slutty dancing, refreshments, incense, all the best stuff but i'm never part of inner circle of fun.. then when there is a lull head roomies try and corner you into doing their housework. i have nothing witty to say about this kind of stuff, totally tired of drama. i'm getting irritated and taking it out on stuff, i need to change this up

CTU

-having a coffee somewhere
-go out dancing
-look for work
-look for work
-choose what classes to take
-clean my little room
-find some easy money
-school starts jan 20th "ish"
-go dancing
-dry out from these toxins, dry out
-look up law schools, requirements
-make my stupid food
-give goran those blank canvases, sorry ross.
-get to LA and get my stuff (if it's still there)

Thursday, December 9, 2010

one moreFREESTYLE!!

two finals down and one to go. double checking with the prof. to see if turning late work would make any kind of difference ect, ect. oh, don't forget to email these guys and hash out a game plan. well i will not let this month go by without making many changes to better myself. please, please, please let me get what i want, please please. my little room has to get clean and this house is messier? how that happen? thats a stupid question. ah , getting tired .... this is good shit, take a power nap. maybe, just maybe i could catch a bit of the party later tonight.... i was getting ready when everybody was crashing this morning. it was pretty funny.... tomorrow go deal with monteith with a little work work work. well well well i feel good for no reason ... schools out
!
FREESTYLE

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

....

moving on is the same as giving up? i'm walking the floor over you>>> what the hell is going to be my grades... i guess driving a truck is gainful employment as they say. i want to travel and i don't take well to bosses and there eyes on my shiny donkey. blue eyes crying in the rain. blues come around in the evenning when the sun goes down.

a blog at 5:30 in the am. well i have this week and i guess looking for a job would be great. i should change my diet but right now i can't afford it. jason is pretty great roommate ! well the small things ect ect ect....

Sunday, December 5, 2010

small rooms for rent




the last push till vacation. "orange juice" made special changes though very small, changes however a change was definately.... sleep came and went and now i think about how the "orange juice" had a kind of aftertaste. Low, droop-like, sagging, melancholy, well whatever... last night...

i still need to keep the focus and stay in my room for at least this week. start thinking of ways to keep busy when school gets out. j-o-b. well yeah maybe better food or excercise. i sure don't need to "blow off some steam" any time soon.


walk on down to uptown market, do some shopping. wonder if all us kids are goin to clean this house. the house is mess....later