writing

in growing hope there is a wind,

a history fades to scattered parts,

behind curled in on itself,

a market is full of vibrations,

people live together,

in a pile of life,


there is a light shining,

lost among light scattered, burned.

curled in on itself,

fresh vegitables sold,

a city of favorites,

living together,

bbq peoms

dreamer, nothing but a
doodling before i walk on home
make a few things
starbucks god whatever
getting tired
not interested
some things uh
other things egh
the market
fission
boredom
money
math


the sky is open
a picture taken in hope
never waiting
walking through a door

cracks, pavement stable
movement, traffic like thursday
homeless look fed
a pleasant walk home

chicken broth skim fat mmmmmm
tower of dish
how deep is your love
pile of life

white people, starbucks
i guess if we have to
yea sounds like fun (laughter)
happy to leave

coffee, without
my energy is low
hunger like dragons
bbq dragons

bbq poems

homeless soccer

an alliance, comfortable alliance
all for one, when reflected
digitally, raining makes a fine noise
a" one for all" sound,
embrace the place.
embrace the place.
an absence of evidence does not equal an evidence of absence
one for all is not all for one
dinosaurs and unicorns
blessing bless blessed, i'm counting.
who's counting my blessings ?
freedom

80884 is the magic number

lost and open, loaded and bro-ded, grean and lean, stupid and dupid, food and dood, red and red, lost and found

lip, tongue, voice, movement, walking, leaving, looking, lording, resisting, purchasing, winning, cleanning, eating, washing, organizing, dealing, ignoring, indifferent, faster, leanner,

you need, i sleep. you work, i eat. you think, i walk. you love, i grub. you like, i love. you turtle, i stove. you watch, i work. you can't, i laugh. you must, i care. you cry, i don't. you love, i eat. you lose, i work.

just more and more stuff more

smashing party last night. i slept through the whole thing. it spilled into the street with yelling, with yelling. roommates and guests, people were nice, people weren't, people people. smashing party last night.

need to get this job thing going more. i'm doing it but the frequency needs to pick up. money makes the yadda yadda yadda go round. geez things are just tight, have to make some money come in. its tough not to have a phone, its tough not to have a phone.

i just want a break from 16th street. if anyone wants to watch some tv? aaaaahhhh ....

anyway, oh yea. time to go grocery shopping, i forgot. cool. making a little food will keep me busy , cool.

i heard last night from rob that even if you have a law degree, its hard to find work. that degree would cost me a quarter million in F.A. on top of CSUS degree. maybe i'll just get and engineering degree, or applied mathmatics. i need something to do at night when i eventually graduate.

those sisters last night were magical, just magical. i want to marry both of them. that would be a freaky scene, haha. anyway, i don't think they were any older then 25. thats a bit young for me, for no money.

time to make a gocery list, big fun small fun

spring

what a wild couple weeks, spring has made this town come alive. i was not prepared, per usual. nonetheless, things are not in anyway less chaotic but its refreshing to know, to know.

have to keep a focus now. keep listing , also clean this thing i call a room. there are so many things. i miss going to class though.

there are some personalities in my life i may have to start avoiding. i feel that they may be getting too close and its just a recipe for disaster.

people have staring problems, man when i graduate from state, things will get so much better. i'm glad i realize that, helps to get through some of this poor$emo$shit$drama$drama.

i have some downloading to do for professuer and i'm heading home, i have to find one document in all of my boxes from LA. i would buy a bottle of wine and make it a night but that is for the fortunate few, for the fortunate few.

may you bless you. SPRING