camunkafoid, just seeing if your listenning. i hung out with a couple friends last night on the internet, it was weird but fun. i guess i'm an old fart but you could really keep in touch with people on this internet thinng. he had a vblog and it had scrolling comments while doing a live broadcast. i thought it was funkn cool. anyway, i'm procrasting while doing dishes, going to stay home much more often, so hello blog, hah.
ugh no dishes...
highspire and candy afterlife are cool bands. to me life can be summed up two ways, work and work. hah. if i had something to say at the end of that statement i wouldn't have so many problems , *hah,bummer*
anyway this was fun
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Saturday, November 20, 2010
journaling
i'm not sure if i feel good or bad. i'm not at all sure how to describe my mood. art is getting easier to do, in any respect. it may be, being more intuitive with concepts, techniques, ect...., possibly.. the many hours of practice helps. i haven't posted many things but i'm thinking of, thinking of, thinking of, thinking of, thinking of you guys... well now i'm getting hungry, something to work toward.
when i'm out of sorts and confused it usually means i have to dayplan and/or eat, desperately. so i may start tonight and continue tomorrow morning (dayplanning and/or eating). cool, its already working with the "clarity".
i should address this hunger. i'm moving into a small room next month. the rent is 125.oo per month. i might have to rent a storage unit until i could sift through my belongings and toss stuff, if that dad hasn't thrown it all away yet.
if anyone reads this and wants to sell a copy of microsoft office or P90x, let me know... lates
when i'm out of sorts and confused it usually means i have to dayplan and/or eat, desperately. so i may start tonight and continue tomorrow morning (dayplanning and/or eating). cool, its already working with the "clarity".
i should address this hunger. i'm moving into a small room next month. the rent is 125.oo per month. i might have to rent a storage unit until i could sift through my belongings and toss stuff, if that dad hasn't thrown it all away yet.
if anyone reads this and wants to sell a copy of microsoft office or P90x, let me know... lates
Thursday, November 11, 2010
stuff and things
walking, jogging, stopping, looking, college, home, going, going, gone .... ugh, what , things are good but i'm a bit dizzy.. i really can't stop but i suppose if i realize it, that is a big step to ... something somewhere.... marching along, maybe i'll try and find a used P90x somewhere on ebay or .... i have this list that keeps getting longer with some pretty important stuff on there... i'm moving out of my room for 350/month to a room for 125/month.. i guess that needs to be my priority this month along with the school thing and the rest.... maybe i could go to the dentist in december or january... soon i hope. jeesh i need to see a councellor for my classes, fuckd... gosh wtf..... i got to get off this blog later
Sunday, October 31, 2010
journal
so the semester is half over and i'm tired. it been a while since i've written. the roommates are good, things are smooth for the most part. there have a been some bumps but mostly getting used to this new lifestyle is ......
the internet is my new thing now, i have it in my room and i'm loving it... now i could apply for jobs without having to go to school.
painting and drawing is tiring at this rate, i hope i could get used to it. the jury is still out.
catching a little cold but i can't afford to get sick.....
happy halloween
the internet is my new thing now, i have it in my room and i'm loving it... now i could apply for jobs without having to go to school.
painting and drawing is tiring at this rate, i hope i could get used to it. the jury is still out.
catching a little cold but i can't afford to get sick.....
happy halloween
Friday, July 23, 2010
journal
procrastinating ..... i have a day of organizing and a revolation that i need a driver's licence to move... that one hit me this morning as i woke up. *sigh* . it might be an issue if there is a time crunch with school and moving. the worse thing is i might have to do another trip to move and whatever else i didn't forsee... man, what a bone head move.
anyway, got to organize my days so things like above mention doesn't happen without prior knowledge.. mmmm coffee. had to spend my afternoon at the community college yesterday, no highlights.. i'm thinking im gonna have to get that studio. sharing a house has pros and cons, but i'm gonna follow my gut ... unless, something comes up. i haven't signed papers yet so if you're out there, i'm looking for awesome housing!
today is one of those inbetween days, so far. glad to be away from this mall soon. geez mall culture.. wondering if i'm going to spend my hours effectively in the near future. this organization day should quell some on my concern.
getting funny comments on the LILO pic. really i don't mean anything by it, just fun. thinking of buying a refurbished computer from dell or... got to run those adobe art programs, stepping up to the digital world. it should be interesting, maybe i could print out an art show like a friend of mine did years ago.... that was a cool show you did justin, i'm glad i got to go halves withya...
ok anyway, i'm guessing that im gonna be colliegate for my thirties so ... i really haven't prepared enough for this . these things will interest me when i'm settled in sacramento. wide awake in a sleepy town, can't wait. a cold beer at the FLAME !
yea, still procrastinating. damn that greyhound bus accident the other day was a scary story. that is too close , its the route i take ... anyway, no need to anger the gods on this one.
ooh a nice technical non fiction book, a tasty beer, a game of go and room full of instuments and recording equipment! well maybe soon, er got to start my day... erg
another coffee, i have to tone down my personality. i'm a little intense, no excuses just thinking how much i have to count to in my head to relax a bit.
listenning to this online radio station and it reminds me that i never got to go to that club downtown that played shoegaze stuff... that is life
ah coffee is working, this is a good day! declarative sentences, ahhhh. now i'm just wasting time. got to , uh, um, yeah
uh bloody chores, damnit. i might have to go on disposable kitchen stuffs vacay! oh or maybe a dishwasher is in my future, who knows.
my mind is spent on the possible futures, i only have to go to the bank for now so ill mentally count to 10 and organize later. today....
alright i'm out
anyway, got to organize my days so things like above mention doesn't happen without prior knowledge.. mmmm coffee. had to spend my afternoon at the community college yesterday, no highlights.. i'm thinking im gonna have to get that studio. sharing a house has pros and cons, but i'm gonna follow my gut ... unless, something comes up. i haven't signed papers yet so if you're out there, i'm looking for awesome housing!
today is one of those inbetween days, so far. glad to be away from this mall soon. geez mall culture.. wondering if i'm going to spend my hours effectively in the near future. this organization day should quell some on my concern.
getting funny comments on the LILO pic. really i don't mean anything by it, just fun. thinking of buying a refurbished computer from dell or... got to run those adobe art programs, stepping up to the digital world. it should be interesting, maybe i could print out an art show like a friend of mine did years ago.... that was a cool show you did justin, i'm glad i got to go halves withya...
ok anyway, i'm guessing that im gonna be colliegate for my thirties so ... i really haven't prepared enough for this . these things will interest me when i'm settled in sacramento. wide awake in a sleepy town, can't wait. a cold beer at the FLAME !
yea, still procrastinating. damn that greyhound bus accident the other day was a scary story. that is too close , its the route i take ... anyway, no need to anger the gods on this one.
ooh a nice technical non fiction book, a tasty beer, a game of go and room full of instuments and recording equipment! well maybe soon, er got to start my day... erg
another coffee, i have to tone down my personality. i'm a little intense, no excuses just thinking how much i have to count to in my head to relax a bit.
listenning to this online radio station and it reminds me that i never got to go to that club downtown that played shoegaze stuff... that is life
ah coffee is working, this is a good day! declarative sentences, ahhhh. now i'm just wasting time. got to , uh, um, yeah
uh bloody chores, damnit. i might have to go on disposable kitchen stuffs vacay! oh or maybe a dishwasher is in my future, who knows.
my mind is spent on the possible futures, i only have to go to the bank for now so ill mentally count to 10 and organize later. today....
alright i'm out
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
eh
beating heart moves from here ,to here, to here, to there. speaking to me with a warm hold to join together .... johnny buys something, no one buys anything..... jewel hearts in a window, emo icon clicked by....... found my lighter,,,,,,, so what,,,,,,,, feeling like i just won a carnaval,,,,, why this is a graduation,,,,
august 11th, transfer orientation day @ CSUS........
august 11th, transfer orientation day @ CSUS........
Monday, July 12, 2010
cabin fever bob
living on a boulevard when a street suits,
your nobody till somebody loves you,
boredom is oppressing my community. trees will line my street in a future, in a tiny moment. it'll be nice to let go of some,,,,,,, space making my room, tiny room boy. there is too much energy and i need to run a marathon or something, get tired, bear! celebrate, P90X sweat factory! there is going to be so much getting done, i just hope that i'm ready inside, bob. watching events of sporting events are passive, leaving spectators enjoying enjoyment, to watch.
it would be nice to socialize at the clubs again, miss that. having some rain to feel can be nice too, miss that. CSUS Hornets, the hornets are alright. i'd love to rent a studio and get loud and junk, damn cabin fever. i should buy a double bass pedal (metal fingertapping!!!!)
new computer times, creative suite is going to make life very easy. THANK YOU(whisper). my oh my, inspiration overload. get ready, get ready, ready up. make plans. shmoke dat, a product is amazing to ponder, so now i have to GOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! go . goal. ...........
your nobody till somebody loves you,
boredom is oppressing my community. trees will line my street in a future, in a tiny moment. it'll be nice to let go of some,,,,,,, space making my room, tiny room boy. there is too much energy and i need to run a marathon or something, get tired, bear! celebrate, P90X sweat factory! there is going to be so much getting done, i just hope that i'm ready inside, bob. watching events of sporting events are passive, leaving spectators enjoying enjoyment, to watch.
it would be nice to socialize at the clubs again, miss that. having some rain to feel can be nice too, miss that. CSUS Hornets, the hornets are alright. i'd love to rent a studio and get loud and junk, damn cabin fever. i should buy a double bass pedal (metal fingertapping!!!!)
new computer times, creative suite is going to make life very easy. THANK YOU(whisper). my oh my, inspiration overload. get ready, get ready, ready up. make plans. shmoke dat, a product is amazing to ponder, so now i have to GOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! go . goal. ...........
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