getting back applying for dumb work, yuki and jay are in
japon, and jay got caught in the earthquake mess, oh man…..
808 drums are so awesome…..having this laptop has me spaced
out …..
Salsbury steakand French fries
5:44am 4/18/2016 – little Debbie and bud light/with the changed
cans. I have to get back to work somewhere soon. Now I wished I bought a
desktop instead of a laptop,I think I’m
going to buy a mouse. Click on a laptop gets old.
its difficult to get motivated. i have gotten comperized. I need to shave. watched meg ryan and rose McGowan plastic surgery videos, I don't understand they pay money to do that ... I don't need to understand ....
it was nice to; get back to work, to go to that rave , that was work. work is it, not coke.... (sing songy NOT COKE ~~~~~~~~~~~~) it'll be nice to find a comfortable place. life has been hard. oh well. i'm just going to wear life down. till that rock is sand on a sandy sea shore !!! thats all , no big whoop. writing has been consumed yum tastelike soundtube
now boredom is consumed time for my entertainment yeah !
naw a little more , i want to change the music from SUNNY DAY REAL ESTATE to The Softies .....
naw i'll check gmail....
youtube has really stupid commercials , i just want to hear the music....
wow just got super lonesome , i must be hungry :) hahahah...........
garcon fried shrimp please fried shimp fried shrimp so delicious, i found this buffet that serves fried shrimp out in kent, omg so delicious and super reasonablebly priced. man i wish there was a place to eat that closer in seattle. yup , i'm not really into editting my writing so it may ramble i have to get this lonesome rambling out because its so boring i dont want it anymore , there its yours......
Its here for everone, at no cost to you.
No one, now a days.
A common surprise; common eyes.
I want to look back on all this.
Working conditions ?
Were am I going?
Aware of situations, aware of the situation.
Flirting marriage, the idea of being, a good protion of my day .
Certain outlook; lonliness, pennyless.
Tired staycation social life, tired car.
What do I have ?
Appreciate classic dream zone.
Confusion threshold , breathing deeply is deeply breathing.
A company is closed, door. I dont know.
Breathing.
Breathing.
Same "being alone" lonliness deal
i wanted to let some of my friends know what i've been up to. hi, 'been trying to look for work for almost six months now. i moved to oak park from my place on 16th street. its really just a struggle to find work and to pay rent these days. there is a slim chance of going to school in the spring to get my last year and half completed on my bachelor's degree. rent is my biggest priority and if i could find even a part-time job then i would be able to attend in spring, but this window of opportunity is starting to close.
other then these "things" i'm doing pretty good. i'm feeling good, also i'm alot thinner then i was this time last year ( got up to 280 lbs).
i want to let alot of friends know that i'm ok and that i apologize for not getting back to them through my emails and such. sorry guys, i'll get back to messaging when the times are a bit better. i just can't see myself writing emails when i can't afford essential things. yeah i had a list of people to email when time alotted me that luxury however i sold the computer with the list on its hard drive.
so anyway, i hope everybody is well and that your summers' have been great for family and friends. ok take it easy guys, for now back to the job-hunt.
working really hard and working too hard with my commute. my check is going to buy a bike, man my feet hurt... i've said i'm too old for this to myself "too" many times this week. going to try and hang in to find another job. it doesn't matter what i'm doing for work but i have to be sitting down. a sit down job is the best thing for me. maybe this thing with work will pass and i'll go into work on friday with no trouble. i'm afraid my lack of patience for anything resembling trouble is going to be to my disadvantage.
anyway, life a little messy with the move and the new neighborhood. "i got chased by a prostitute a couple nights ago, she kept saying she wanted me to give her a tissue wtf..." WTF
anyway anyway, well i'm alive working hard still haven't changed my address yet, i'll put that on the list too
