looking to do some cooking today , Le nelle reminded me of my birthday tomorrow !! ok yeah, stuff and things stuff and things. well i wanted to type something that i'm thinking but i can't. i guess i have to keep it to my self. um boy, today is advanced drawing and when get home food prep. that should be my day i guess, today is wednesday march 30, 2012. the great big "huh". "huh". thursday, school is out. thursday i should make it out to " the place" or friday. no wonder i cant think, i'm hungry!!! i have four days off from school these things could and should............happpen drawing hw painting hw check todo list made on tuesday night clean room and organize just homework scschedule academic advising with fhlors . then, oh yeah photobucket thing damn , i wonder if they happen to have wifi at school. damn ok off to ..............s c h oooooooool

out loud todo list

well i fell off the jerk wagon and i can't get off the couch. (not true @ coffee house writing this) damn i really have done nothing. in two days nothing has happenned, nothing watch my roomies dvd's all day. behind on all work and i'm not laughing about it. could only shake head. watch the girls go by.....

damn, well i guess back to drawing, hahah. anyway, laundry and stuff. i think writing out my todo list for right now is working more for my attitude then things actually getting done.

grab some chkn from the store and get to drawing, do it in my room and sleep in the living room. that would work better for now. i have to do so much stuff right now

find work like now,
and stuff and things geez getting off course.

have to go to the "dmv"

man i have to check with financial aid and see about this fee i owe and will it affect this semesters grades.

get to that academic advisor thing, soon you.

blah blah blah blah,

i have to brainstorm how to do these 24x24's for painting class. i have to go to kinko's and find boxes that fit, and also find a carry all dolly thing for that even for the pallette.

drawing class is really just these 100 24x18 drawings and thats it. go! i think i could get back to posting poems again.

something like a journal

what the hell happenned! what . what the hell. my trip to LA was bad bad bad. im happy that i am finally moved to sacramento, it took 7 months. now is now. i want to write about how bad LA was but i don't think it can get me anywhere. its much better not to acknowledge it, 'forget it ever happenned. it's best to just make the best of right now and make "now" my priority. its hard cause when i get a quiet moment i start thinking about..... well i have school to think about

with school i have to start making painting my priority and really produce for harvey. now that we have no more internet i have to find it elsewhere. maybe library or kinko, not kinkos.... i should get the library hours so i could coordinate yo ! i also should do 100% 20 drawings . i have wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday, sunday.

today i have to take a shower, hygene.. take out some trash and put away my room TODAY! put all that stuff away and get to making art some how ... maybe i have to do more work at the studio. holy crap i have to meet with an academic advisor soon, very soon. fuck ahhhh

ahhhh what the fuck, uh what the fuck. i'm getting off track, damn..

thursday i have to find what paintings todo maybe come back to shine or something. maybe email those pics to rena ... damn as soon as i get a quiet moment i start thinking about LA again. (he threw away alot of my stuff , important stuff/shit). uh i'm getting off track again. anyway.

friday, more homework keep producing

i think i have to address the kitchen issue and stuff after my stuff gets put away. also get to the grocery store man the house is so filthy , god . well i think i have to use a bit of creativity. then i buy some disposable stuff in room and do that. because it goes from clean to filth in no time. man o man . what do i do. idk, well then how am i going to eat, anyway anyway anyway

post consumerate/ fuck poetry, poetry for fucking

when i forget, it's enjoyable.
posted inside the ground.
marked for distribution.
divided, sorted, marked, counted, forgotten,

walk to a store
walk to a store
walk to a university
walk to a coffee shop
walk to a store
walk to a store
walk to a shop
walk to a university
walk to a shop
walk to a house
walk to a university
walk to a store
walk to a shop
walk to a house
walk to a university

reminders for the not me and the me
in conclusion, there isn't anything
when you are ready, there is nothing for you
this line is the longest line, to my knowledge
pain may never leave
can you find a spirit of grace in people
anything is possible, if you even have a chance
today I'm walking down a street
gone
you have arrived, the marketplace
on sale today
what you want