something like a journal

what the hell happenned! what . what the hell. my trip to LA was bad bad bad. im happy that i am finally moved to sacramento, it took 7 months. now is now. i want to write about how bad LA was but i don't think it can get me anywhere. its much better not to acknowledge it, 'forget it ever happenned. it's best to just make the best of right now and make "now" my priority. its hard cause when i get a quiet moment i start thinking about..... well i have school to think about

with school i have to start making painting my priority and really produce for harvey. now that we have no more internet i have to find it elsewhere. maybe library or kinko, not kinkos.... i should get the library hours so i could coordinate yo ! i also should do 100% 20 drawings . i have wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday, sunday.

today i have to take a shower, hygene.. take out some trash and put away my room TODAY! put all that stuff away and get to making art some how ... maybe i have to do more work at the studio. holy crap i have to meet with an academic advisor soon, very soon. fuck ahhhh

ahhhh what the fuck, uh what the fuck. i'm getting off track, damn..

thursday i have to find what paintings todo maybe come back to shine or something. maybe email those pics to rena ... damn as soon as i get a quiet moment i start thinking about LA again. (he threw away alot of my stuff , important stuff/shit). uh i'm getting off track again. anyway.

friday, more homework keep producing

i think i have to address the kitchen issue and stuff after my stuff gets put away. also get to the grocery store man the house is so filthy , god . well i think i have to use a bit of creativity. then i buy some disposable stuff in room and do that. because it goes from clean to filth in no time. man o man . what do i do. idk, well then how am i going to eat, anyway anyway anyway