post it

when i was having a lecture. watching the crowd file in. the smell. the endless endless rattling off of words. very little meaning even less at stake. the mess becomes a disaster and. the smell is worst,, i still have work todo that isn't working on drawings, wow things are not perfect, now its spring. shoot, there is laundry and and and. i have to find a verizon store then i may be able to work on drawings. yea i have to start looking for work, its tuesday. i wonder when the end of the semester is? i have to get to that academic councellor pretty soon or school trouble will get worse. eating the life force, life expectancy. making forces too hungry to complete goal and the losing will occur. will occur. the hidden will replace the seen. whisper instead of extra loud loudness, it might be english its just so loud. i used to dance there when i was in law school. that that that that that that

yeah

in a coffee shop, there is no one here. the couple in the corner is making marriage work and this other person is making it happen. so wait until the line starts and you stand, shooting the breaze making the scene. cliche clichee kim clichee. shopping is lost when money is concern marches. the protest lord jesus the protest. mark the shopping area and and and and and sugar just a minute caugh snord making the tthe making ithe shopping happen when i could possibly shoot the breaze and make the landing happen todo list todo list todo list todo list todo list todo list togo a little in the togo cups enjoy thank you for taht it was fun to wath for here fance cups so coffee alright small is that for here oh man its so beautiful outside oh yea ook so you want our blue would you like room for cream. todo list todo list todo list todo list todo list todo list todo list todo list todo list todo list todo lsit right ok and behave sometime it is if your not goin to compliment thats exactly the feeling that i wanted. oh wait the art building the next block over right next dooor the oh that excellent an you could put it over there on two coussant it is nine dollar oh yeah we have thirty french presses oh yeah ok i just need an id four five alright i'm going to get your mocha i was just thinking dangerous loreins i believe its may, i just yeah i usually yeah yeah do you guys like butter there is already plenty of butter in there there nothing nothing nothing nothing -80884

looking to do some cooking today , Le nelle reminded me of my birthday tomorrow !! ok yeah, stuff and things stuff and things. well i wanted to type something that i'm thinking but i can't. i guess i have to keep it to my self. um boy, today is advanced drawing and when get home food prep. that should be my day i guess, today is wednesday march 30, 2012. the great big "huh". "huh". thursday, school is out. thursday i should make it out to " the place" or friday. no wonder i cant think, i'm hungry!!! i have four days off from school these things could and should............happpen drawing hw painting hw check todo list made on tuesday night clean room and organize just homework scschedule academic advising with fhlors . then, oh yeah photobucket thing damn , i wonder if they happen to have wifi at school. damn ok off to ..............s c h oooooooool

out loud todo list

well i fell off the jerk wagon and i can't get off the couch. (not true @ coffee house writing this) damn i really have done nothing. in two days nothing has happenned, nothing watch my roomies dvd's all day. behind on all work and i'm not laughing about it. could only shake head. watch the girls go by.....

damn, well i guess back to drawing, hahah. anyway, laundry and stuff. i think writing out my todo list for right now is working more for my attitude then things actually getting done.

grab some chkn from the store and get to drawing, do it in my room and sleep in the living room. that would work better for now. i have to do so much stuff right now

find work like now,
and stuff and things geez getting off course.

have to go to the "dmv"

man i have to check with financial aid and see about this fee i owe and will it affect this semesters grades.

get to that academic advisor thing, soon you.

blah blah blah blah,

i have to brainstorm how to do these 24x24's for painting class. i have to go to kinko's and find boxes that fit, and also find a carry all dolly thing for that even for the pallette.

drawing class is really just these 100 24x18 drawings and thats it. go! i think i could get back to posting poems again.

something like a journal

what the hell happenned! what . what the hell. my trip to LA was bad bad bad. im happy that i am finally moved to sacramento, it took 7 months. now is now. i want to write about how bad LA was but i don't think it can get me anywhere. its much better not to acknowledge it, 'forget it ever happenned. it's best to just make the best of right now and make "now" my priority. its hard cause when i get a quiet moment i start thinking about..... well i have school to think about

with school i have to start making painting my priority and really produce for harvey. now that we have no more internet i have to find it elsewhere. maybe library or kinko, not kinkos.... i should get the library hours so i could coordinate yo ! i also should do 100% 20 drawings . i have wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday, sunday.

today i have to take a shower, hygene.. take out some trash and put away my room TODAY! put all that stuff away and get to making art some how ... maybe i have to do more work at the studio. holy crap i have to meet with an academic advisor soon, very soon. fuck ahhhh

ahhhh what the fuck, uh what the fuck. i'm getting off track, damn..

thursday i have to find what paintings todo maybe come back to shine or something. maybe email those pics to rena ... damn as soon as i get a quiet moment i start thinking about LA again. (he threw away alot of my stuff , important stuff/shit). uh i'm getting off track again. anyway.

friday, more homework keep producing

i think i have to address the kitchen issue and stuff after my stuff gets put away. also get to the grocery store man the house is so filthy , god . well i think i have to use a bit of creativity. then i buy some disposable stuff in room and do that. because it goes from clean to filth in no time. man o man . what do i do. idk, well then how am i going to eat, anyway anyway anyway

post consumerate/ fuck poetry, poetry for fucking

when i forget, it's enjoyable.
posted inside the ground.
marked for distribution.
divided, sorted, marked, counted, forgotten,

walk to a store
walk to a store
walk to a university
walk to a coffee shop
walk to a store
walk to a store
walk to a shop
walk to a university
walk to a shop
walk to a house
walk to a university
walk to a store
walk to a shop
walk to a house
walk to a university

reminders for the not me and the me
in conclusion, there isn't anything
when you are ready, there is nothing for you
this line is the longest line, to my knowledge
pain may never leave
can you find a spirit of grace in people
anything is possible, if you even have a chance
today I'm walking down a street
gone
you have arrived, the marketplace
on sale today
what you want

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